Shame by Nicolina Martin

Author:Nicolina Martin
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Dark Heart Pen Publications

Seventeen

Carmen

My sweet, sweet Lucas snores lightly after he has fallen asleep. I doze off from time to time, but my whole backside is scorching hot, sending arrows of pain through me every time I move even the slightest and it’s hard to come to peace. My pussy and ass ache, and I feel filthy with Salvatore’s cum in me, on me, and from the memory of all those men pinching, groping, shooting their disgusting spunk all over my body. It’s getting harder to dissociate, to put it away in the box of things I can’t stand living with. It’s as if that box doesn’t close properly anymore, as if it’s getting too full.

I study the man next to me, drinking in his features. He smells of unbrushed teeth and faint remains of alcohol. I don’t mind it one bit. I’m much worse off myself. Lucas is like no one I’ve ever met before. He looks so macho, tall, broad-shouldered, a mountain of muscles, but his heart is open and honest. I’ve never met a man so capable of caring. He asks, he doesn’t just take. He gives without demanding anything in return. What have I done to deserve his presence in my life?

I jerk as someone knocks on the door. Before I can answer the door opens and the matron sticks in her head. Her gaze darts to Lucas and then back at me, her eyebrows shooting up on her forehead.

“I wondered what the limo was doing here. How are you, love?”

“It’s not good, Matron.”

“Do I need to call the doctor?”

I shake my head. “I just need a shower and a rest.”

Lucas stirs and opens his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes looking straight into mine, making my heart somersault. He gives me a faint smile and then looks over at Matron.

“I can take care of her,” he says. “Do you have some stronger painkillers?”

“I don’t—” I begin. I don’t need them to drug me up again. I’m afraid I’ll like the dulling of my mind too much.

“Yes, you do,” they both say at the same time.

I throw out my hands in defeat.

“I’ll be back in a minute. I’ll also have a word with that— that man, because this isn’t acceptable!”

“Please, don—”

But she’s already out the door.

“Let other people help you. You’re not alone.”

I rub my hands over my face. “I just don’t want anyone else to get hurt.”

“That’s for the rest of us to decide. Do you want a shower?”

“Oh God, yes! I’m the ickiest, most disgusting I can be. I can’t believe you slept beside me.”

“Well, believe it. I don’t care. I just want you to feel good. Come on.”

Lucas gives me his hand. I take it and whimper as I crawl out of bed. Matron comes back with pills that I swallow obediently.

“Not that shit that’ll make me hallucinate, right?”

She laughs. “Percocet. I don’t carry the really fun stuff.” Her eyes dart to Lucas and her features soften. “Take care of her, all right?”

“Yes, ma’am!”

She winks at me and leaves.

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